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I DON’T USE THIS BLOG I MOVED TO ROBOTICOPERATINGBUDDY

drdick:

I DON’T CARE IF YOU CONTINUE TO FOLLOW THIS BLOG BUT WHY WOULD YOU START FOLLOWING IT AFTER I STOPPED USING IT

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1:55 pm | 27 February 2013 | 5 notes

I DON’T USE THIS BLOG I MOVED TO ROBOTICOPERATINGBUDDY

drdick:

I DON’T CARE IF YOU CONTINUE TO FOLLOW THIS BLOG BUT WHY WOULD YOU START FOLLOWING IT AFTER I STOPPED USING IT

2:03 pm | 13 January 2013 | 5 notes

instead of following people right away i made a long list of blogs i may or may not follow

i think that’s enough work for the night

i feel even worse than i did before

5:55 am | 10 August 2012 | 1 note

now just to figure out who to follow

5:11 am | 10 August 2012 | 3 notes

well that only took 40 minutes of fucking around until i finally managed to find a shitty old blog i’d made that didn’t have followers that I could use that didn’t have fucked up notifications

4:13 am | 10 August 2012

whenever i make an rp account or any sort of sideblog as it’s own blog

the notifications work perfectly

but the last three times I’ve tried to make a new blog for personal use the follow notifications didn’t show up

3:37 am | 10 August 2012

Anonymous asked: <:c, if you do remake, please tell us. we care about you rubles *hugs*

If I end up remaking i’m not posting my url here.

The whole reason I feel the need to remake is to cut out a sizable portion of people from my friendbase.

There are too many people on here that I feel close enough to that i’m scared of hurting them even though we honestly go days or weeks without even saying a word to each other and there are so many of them that if I were to try and become closer friends with all of them I would spend every waking minute trying to talk to someone and that’s not nearly enough me time for me to be healthy.

I can’t exist like this. I need close friends and I feel like I have none. I’ve worn myself thin and stressed myself out and I don’t know what I’m doing anymore and I don’t trust anyone and I want to die.

If I post my url here a bunch of people that I don’t feel very close to but feel some sort of companionship with are going to follow me and i’m going to feel awful and follow them back and the whole purpose will be defeated.

But if I don’t post my url here and just follow some people myself then someone will end up being left out and i’ll feel awful and

this is all stupid I shouldn’t even remake I should just stop coming on here and stop talking to people

sorry this is an essay I was going to make a post about this but then i got this ask

3:12 am | 10 August 2012 | 1 note | Anonymous | questions

i think it’s getting

real close to being time for me to remake again

2:54 am | 10 August 2012 | 1 note

going to hang out with nick

also

haha i’ve seriously regressed back past all progress i’ve made recently i’m back to not trusting anyone and hating every aspect of myself and hating everyone else

gosh

1:32 am | 10 August 2012 | 1 note